So, Monday I attempted to kill myself. I didn’t think of anyone else, of how much people care or love me. I just wanted out. In a way, I wish he didn’t show up to my house and find me the way I was. I wish he could of left me there.
There are two people in this world that are keeping me here, as much as I want to leave.
My boy. The boy I love. I hate him, we fight, he doesn’t care… But I love him. With all my heart.
And my girl. The one girl who’s been there through everything.
Sometimes, I wonder why I still have hope?
hope that he’ll come back.
hope that I’ll be happy again.
hope that one day.. I’ll actually wake up and think that I want to live. Not wake up and think ‘damn, why couldn’t I of died?
I want out.
I just don’t belong. it’s a massive circle I keep going through over and over again and I just can’t seem to find the exit.
I’m done.
goodbye world. see you on the other side.
Follow HIM he is looking for a tumblr girlfriend and boyfriend
He wants to be nice to them and make them famous
He is choosing out of his new followers
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